I don't want to battle from beginning to end

Right now my life is actually pretty great. At least on the outside.

Inside my head there is all sorts of trouble. I keep thinking about my past to find answers. I know that might be a bad idea, but I am in this process of finding out what the hell is wrong with me. I can't decide if it will do me any good at all. I guess I will find out eventually.

I am just sick of not knowing, I guess.

So yeah.. this is my whiny teenager life. Welcome people..

(Don't take me too seriously though. Things aren't always as bad as I make it seem..)