Lights

All that I see

Show me your ways,

Teach me to meet my desires

With some grace

All that I fear

Don't turn away

And leave me to plead in this hole of a place,

'Cause what if I never break?

Estuary, won't you take me far away?

Those special moments

They make you cry and they make you smile. Just never forget them.

Happiness

Happiness can be going away to a city you've never seen before, walking through the park and finding the cutest place with hummus and mint lemonade on the menu. And doing all of this with someone who is both a stranger and one of your best friends.

Will you walk with me?

to infinity and beyond.

love.

A NEW BEGINNING

I haven't posted anything in a very long time. But now I really need somewhere to spill my heart out.. We'll see how it goes this time around.

xMarit

When alone, the silence is even louder

Sunday evening I felt like my whole world was falling apart.

Get back on track, pick me up some bottles of booze

I'm sorry for being absent these few weeks. I don't expect to have any readers left, but I'm back anyway. I've been busy moving and starting a new school, but all about that later.

Since my last post I have been to Raumarock. It was epic.

There I met Yoga Fire, and we drank beer at my sister's apartment.

To end the whole festival, we had the lamest and funniest after party ever. (we were only five peolple, lol)

I have also been to a tiny island where the world didn't seem to end.

And, I have met the cutest little puppy ever!

Summer's almost gone

photo: me.

At the aquarium

photo: me.

The Difference Between Medicine And Poison Is In The Dose

photo: me.

Je suis á Monaco.

I'll begin my blogging with my one day alone in Monaco. I'm visiting my aunt, so we spend all the time together. Today she felt ill, so I went wandering around alone.

First of all, this is the view I am living with right now!

I walked down 464 steps, and on the way I met my new best friend, the black stranger-cat.

I walked all the way down to Monte-Carlo, alone.

I bought three macaroons, licorice, chocolate and mint. THEY WERE AWESOME.

I went to the make-up store and tried nail polish. I ended up with the mint color on my thumb. Love it (:

AND FINALLY, this is my absolute favourite spot in Monaco. The other day, my aunt and I were at Chanel. The lady working there said "Bonjour Madame!" and smiled to me. I have never felt so special my whole life. We also went to Dior, Gucci, Lanvin, Sonia Rykiel, Louis Vuitton.. and that's about it, but it was great!

glitter and trauma

walking home in the night.

photo: me

Jump!

my friends at school today. weirdos.

When the levee breaks

I was visiting my father this weekend. He has a lot of old stuff, because a part of him still lives in the sixties. I love that. I got a polaroid camera that used to belong to my grandfather. I have wanted one for a while, and I am so exited to try this one. I also got an alarm clock. An old one, the kind with the really annoying sound. But I love the colour on it! And it says "made in the USSR". Cool.

At a second hand shop I bought a new pair of fake wayfarers. The glasses are like mirrors, so now I can stare at people without them knowing. Fun.

Heart chocolate

It tasted good.

Music without sound

Jimi, Beatles, Bruce, Kurt and Bob.

Beatles book from dad's girlfriend, Beatles book from my aunt and uncle, Bob Dylan song texts from dad, Jim Morrison book from sister, Led Zeppelin book from sister's boyfriend, Yoga Fire book from me to me. I love my family.

Darkness falls whenever you're not ready

When on the scene, I'm smile evaded. When outta nowhere, I'm gonna run. But I know where I go, I'll be gone.

Spring is here

Time to wear converse again. Old and very used sudoku converse that is. I pierced them, tihi.

Let's dance like we used to